Let The Race Begin!

If you are like me, you love movies. You love movies because they can take you all over the world in a matter of hours. they can make you feel something, happy, sad, anger, sexy ,outraged just to name a few. But this year the movies we're" WOW". Avatar took you to a new world,Up made you think. Up in the air made you question your job, life. Blind Side showed you the best of spirit. District 9 made you think and Precious showed you courage how to walk through fire. The Hurt Locker showed you the horrors of war, and Inglourious Basterds helped you remember a horrible pass and An Education , about a young woman coming of age. I saw hurry for hollywood. If you haven't seen any of these movies go now the are great, they 're good and they will make you laugh , cry and most of all think. I 've been lucking this year to have seen all this great movies and a shoe string budget. Go doing the day it's always cheaper and if you are Sag go and enjoy the magic. So go to the movies, take the time to enjoy hollywood and check out A Single Man, Crazy Heart, Woody Harrelson , Matt Damon, Christopter Plummer,and all the great women. I promise you you will have the time of your life.

Looking for something.

Do you ever feel like you're missing something? I do , I feel like I'm missing life, You see I've been trying to achieve this dream , working on movie sets, What I really wont to do is make movies, and I don't know where to go, how to get money to make my own movies. I wish I had a fairy godmother that would help me with that dream, someone to grant my wildest dream. I seem to be looking for something to change my life, something to move me to make something great out of my life. It all seems to much but I guess I'll keep looking for that something until I, I don't know if anyone can hear me HELP!

Looking for the light.

Where should I look? Should I look high or Low, should I carry my cross close to my heart? Two years ago I became a buddist and right now I'm looking for the truth. The truth and where does that truth hides. I have been torn between what is the truth of my heart and what isn't true. I have fought with every demon inside my head trying to understand the truth of who I am. I am a gay black man who is fighting this truth, not because it's wrong, not because your belief system has taught me that who I am is wrong but because I'm scared. I'm scared to let my spirit roam free. I'm scared of what your hatred will do to me. I'm scared that you want love me. I hope you will join me as a search for the truth. I have lived my life in fear. A fear that is based in hate and today I am looking for the light. I hope you will follow me as a discover the truth of my soul