Looking for something.

Do you ever feel like you're missing something? I do , I feel like I'm missing life, You see I've been trying to achieve this dream , working on movie sets, What I really wont to do is make movies, and I don't know where to go, how to get money to make my own movies. I wish I had a fairy godmother that would help me with that dream, someone to grant my wildest dream. I seem to be looking for something to change my life, something to move me to make something great out of my life. It all seems to much but I guess I'll keep looking for that something until I, I don't know if anyone can hear me HELP!